Greece? Nice! Well once I graduate my boyfriend and I are moving to....... DUNDEE. I am aware this may count as insanity.

No wonder you're all up in this thread, feeling like shit!

Nah, I jest. But why on earth, on all of this beautiful earth, would you move to Dundee?!

i really want to work in ninewells, an eek face or other such similar expression has followed from everyone i've told this plan to so far, especially from those who live there!

if you don't believe it, no one else will.

this helps me a lot, too! i put up post-its saying that this will be a wonderful day, i will meet a new friend today, i deserve the best, ect.

also, i count my blessings:
i'm not incarcerated, i can almost walk normally, i have a sweet cat who is a real joy to be with & she's in good health. i have good food & treats in my fridge, i have some good friends, & i have a cute apt. all to myself.

still, i think of suicide every day. i can't leave my cat to fend for herself. adoption is for life.

Can I join the club? I can't be arsed to elaborate, but I do indeed feel like shit.