| stopping the drugs i think ive reached that point. like moff in human traffic
when ive got to do 6 pills to get as fucked as i used to off 2.
when im spending half my time crying and i used to be such a happy happy person
or i might just get some of that seratonin replacement stuff from holland and barrets.
i think though whatever happens im going to set a personal challenge to myself that im only doing pills twice more this year.
but even as i type that i know its not gonna happen and i feel a bit queasy at the thought of it haha. |