I used to be sad all the time. Then I was ****ed up all the time. Then i started worrying that being ****ed up all the time could **** up my brain. So i just took a plane to Idaho, and there aint no one i know here, and my flight isn't for days, and i'm detoxing. But now, as I'm detoxing, I'm thinking that maybe having several days of sobriety is a terrible idea, and that if i'm sober, i'm just gonna be sad and begging for imminent unexpected death. On the plane to Idaho, I was praying the plane would explode, and every little air bump was hope followed by disappointment.

I made plans to detox while I was ****ed up... Because when I'm wasted I don't hate evrything and want to improve my life... But now that I am fiending, i think this whole discount rehab thing is a terrible idea...

Maybe i should look for shoes hung on telephone poles?

maybe not?

maybe ... seek non discount rehab?

you know what you could do? get off the computer and start walking. ever hear of that old french movie girl on the bridge, or something like that? she started hitchhiking with a circus knife thrower and look, she turned out fine.

and idaho? wow, that's so not discount.

wait...are you actually IN REHAB or just out of drugs?? I've never been in a rehab that allows you anywhere near a computer.

if you see shoes hanging from the telephone lines,
well, you know...

& could you explain the discount?