Yes, the irony, coming from me, is overwhelming, but anyway.

So I go on this audio-chat server called Ventrilo and the people on there apparently do not like me for whatever reason and always make fun of me and they just WON'T stop and I'm really nice, I rarely even retort back and when I do it still goes on and on. And now they keep googling all my emails and screen names and have been dragging up personal information off old message boards dating back to when I was 14 and won't stop spouting off stuff and I'm actually trying to meet this one guy off there but he rarely comes on even though he said he would meet me within a month and im afraid of how this might affect that, and that he will be too afraid to meet me because of my past, and aside from that point, these people just won't leave me alone and it's bugging the hell out of me because I'm trying to make friends and I feel like I can't fit in anywhere. And yes they are probably reading this now, but there's nothing I can do.

So anyway..

Wow! People on Foo Fighters forum thought you were a retard, the lovely folk at KR think you're a retard with lonely virgin tourettes syndrom, and NOW the members Ventrilo don't like you either.

Take. A. Hint.

Well, considering the fact I don't use ventrilo as a forum to spill my guts like I do here, and to a brief degree, did on FF, I don't see why they should be having a problem with me.

I've done everything they've asked. I had to do multiple web-cam shows just so I wouldn't get perma-banned the first time I came there because they didn't believe I was a real girl. I am genuinely nice to these people, and don't make rude personal remarks like they seem to on a daily basis. I think they know their opinon of me matters a great deal to me and that's why they keep tearing me down. Some sort of sheer satisfaction I guess? Still, it's all too much for me.

fuck em.


if you don't get it you're not invited. why the fuck do you have to bend over backwards to prove you're good enough to intenet randoms?


that would be my advice if you were a normal person.


but seeing as you're nina. idk. go cut.

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you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking

you have really weird acceptance issues. i think you should be listening to that fat wrinkly shrink of yours instead of trying to get him to pop your cherry.

What's ventrilo?

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God, he's not fat OR wrinkly, he's good-looking! All he ever spouts is positive thinking, positive thinking..

there must be a reason, especially if its alot of people doing it. why dont you get the guys messenger and leave the chat?

Well, they've taken it to a new level.

Apparently they've made a page about me on encyclopedia dramatica with pictures of me and all the information they've harbored. I don't know how they got my full name.

I'm going to try to send the owner of the site a cease and desist letter since the pictures are child pornography

Are you going to give us a link to the page?

yeah so you can contribute? you're probably like "RIGHT ON!" omg lets find a census report on her.

you love the attention don't you


OMG SOMEBODY CARES

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you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking

Just to see what it says. Be a sport, share the link.

have you been lying about your name, 'nina'?

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don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
whether or not you ever show up

once again...maybe you should take his advice.

positive thinking = " Gee, I don't have to fuck internet randoms to feel better about myself, i'll just wait for someone who isn't creepy and not from the internet to boost my self esteem a little."

but to get back on topic...maybe you should just not go on the internet anymore at all. it's obviously not a good tool for you.

Act like you are your mother or a lawyer or something when you ask them to take it down.
And uh... don't go on ventrilo anymore so that way they'll forget about you. Or create an alias that is so obnoxious that the focus will go from hating you to hating the alias. Or just don't go on ventrilo.

lol you made a post to advertise to us that you felt violated by someone stalking you?

you love the attention. you fucking nutter.

If you have an article about you in ED that is a bad sign

so you came to kr?