| Dreams that put you in moods The kind that you index and remember later on for no noticeable reason.
And I thought I'd put this in here since I always wake up from these in a dead mood (or a mood that I have no idea how to recreate and haven't), I didn't want to discuss the spiritual aspect all that much. Unless it helps.
BTW, you can skip the small text if you don't care about my dream. I had this dream last night that my sister, my mum, my dad, and I were at this family or something get together at this trail. It looks like it was for hiking and it went around a lake. I remember someone offering me a sea doo for something. Then I or my dad asked if i could ride it on the lake, the guy (my uncle?) said it was illegal but they never checked anyways. And I saw a cop car driving up the trail to where we came in. And then I said "What's that noise?" and apparently it was an electric kind of sea doo. It sounded rattier. So I remember different things, like a whole bunch of us people sitting at the trail near where we came in and talking. I remember it clearly, which is strange. It felt like when I was a kind at summer camp and I didn't want to talk to anyone.
So I decided to walk home afterwards or something, I ended up walking anyways. I said it was Toronto, I had a map, and I was walking, something happened, I think I went into a convenience store. I was walking away from it or a gas station(?) when the cops pulled over. I had my head hung and my map pullod out and I could hear them rambling on, questioning nobody about what they were doing over the radio. I think it was their thoughts? So I walked down, following this map, down to this catwalk. So I go through to this street that has no cars and is only accessible through this catwalk. There's a fence blocking wherever the road would normally continue onto a street. There was a big wide-land road behind it, a race track or a highway or something, I don't know it was empty and it was like looking at it from overhead but slightly tilted.
The area was shaped like a capital E with curved corners and I was going to a house on the middle part sticking out. I can't remember what happened, but I went to the outer side of the road at the top curve to talk to somebody. I ended up going to the house across from it and witnessing this... fight among insects. And it was like a video game or something, overhead and such. So I leave but I can't get to the catwalk fast enough. I'm a fly and some other insects pick on me. So I start imagining myself trying to get away in a couple of ways. I eventually just start rambling on and woke up.
When I was waking up I couldn't clear my head. And I was stuck in a mood (still sort of am, but it could be that I'm watching Dark Corners full-screen in the dark.)
Usually I feel like I'm not paying attention to my real problems but this dream made me feel like I was smack in the middle of some area of control.
It was really vivid, even now. I don't usually ever have those dreams.
Does anybody else have these kinds of dreams?
Do they have a specific meaning pertaining to my mental issues?
And has anyone here tried lucid dreaming? I'm considering spending time practicing it since I t hink it could help considerably.
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