| I've had EDs, and well... yeah, they're like drugs you always have that though in your mind: "I bet, I'd be much happier if I could ___ again"
But fortunately you have people around you to support you & watch out for you, it's not quite comfortable, since you have all eyes on you and what you eat.
One of my closest friends had bulimia, and we pretty much lied for eachother, was a great method tbh, until we got discovered and went down. When you have that kind of problems all you want it's to be accepted, I guess that was went wrong with me, since people when they first found out didn't support me, they all got really mad at me and left me totally alone for a while, that's when I got worse.
Anyway, yeah it is still on my mind, and well... it's not pretty most of the time :s |