My therapy thread

[Silvine]

I want some therapy...

I bought a bag of ganja and it reminds me of being like 15, sitting with school mates, listening to drum and bass. I downloaded some drum and bass from the 90's - had a smoke - and I wish I could be transported back to that time.

The 90's was such a good time for me, but the end of the 90's was like hell as that is when I became a mental health patient and isolated myself away from my mates.

But, recently, I hooked up with a couple of guys and we been toking the ganja again and I feel really sad and depressed. I miss the time when I was care free and loved life. 10 years have passed and all that time was spent dealing with my illness. From finding the right medicication to relapses spent in the psychiatric wards. It is totally how I do not want to live my life.

For instance, I was at a mates stoking the ganja and I felt like shit. Really paranoid, tripping like mad. It is totally wrong for me now but crack is the new drug with new mates. Crack and coke I can cope with but the ganja really fucks my head up.

Sorry, just had to rant.

[Ronette]

You need to stop taking drugs......

[calalove]

the cocaine/crack gives the anesthetized thing.
the pot doesn't do it like that.

how can you find the right medication for your head if you're self medicating?

[Mallory Knox]

pot is really depressing

[calli101]

if you have takin meds for over a year see if you can ween yourself off them it may help....then the ganja wont bug u lmao:P hope i helped