how can you be absolutely sure
you are being mentally/emotionally abused by someone

if they make you feel bad about yourself, that's certainly enough to cut them out of your life.

if they trying of manipulate you.
if they intentionally low your self esteem.

i dont know if i can get out. or how bad it is.
he;s always threatening to break up with me when i say anything about my hair or appearance. or clothes. but i LIKE buying/looking at clothes. he told me i was high maintenance and my priorities are fucked becuase i buy 35 dollar foundation. he even told me maybe if i wasnt so HIGH MAINTENANCE maybe id realize its better to DO IT YOURSELF instead of go to the dentist when i made fun of this white trash guy we know for taking his own fucking tooth out.
but im so fucking bored and lonely without him.
fuck

im a fucking mess
everyone would tell me to leave him if i just fucking spilled everything that has happened
but theres no one to tell
and my mom wont let me live with her again
i'm on his leash