Today I’m sitting here contemplating my SSI check coming in the mail and blowing it all on phentermine. I’ve been waiting all month to get my fucking hands on some of this shit. I WANT SOME PHENTERMINE. God cravings blow the big one. Here I am I’ve been clean for a fucking 4 weeks and I’m going to mess it all up by some stupid thought I’ve got in my head. Yes I’ve found a way to get some without a credit card or checking account, it’s called Cash On Delivery. God, why do they have that option, its so stupid. I’m so sick of being on this ball and chain. I don’t want to mess up my sobriety. But, this damn craving. Goshdarnit. I’ve lost about 6 pounds doing nothing. My guess is it’s from not having the phentermine in my body. Who knows. Bleh. What should I do?

lol, you know what you should do.
BLOW IT ON DRRRUUGGHHSSSS

Uh, don't do the drugs? That would be my best advice.

As Wham! would've said on T-shirts in 1984, CHOOSE LIFE

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fuck that. get cocaine instead. WAY BETTER!!!!!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm drugs

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said thanks for the insults and compliments
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