I recently quit a lot of drugs but for a while I had minor lapses with hallucinagens. I go on these crazy trips because of spirituality and for fun sometimes.
Like today, I ate a bunch of mushrooms and this was the first time I tripped in months so like I felt bad for doing it but it came as such a rush!
It was cool but then I think it was all the people on
kr.com saying I am boring now I quit drugs like thats all I had to offer them and in some ways that is how I felt but like I am with God and on the other side but I can not speak about my spiritual nature as it is part of a secret society.
Well, I had to mention this here because I use this place kinda like my personal diary and enjoy reading all what people say to me and stuff. It kinda makes me feel hopeful.
Oh, I hurt my finger too.