I just found out that my insurance won't cover my OP Rehab. So it turns out that interview was for nothing. All this time and effort that's been spent trying to get me the help that I need, for what? I'm ready to just give up. God must not want me to become recovered. The icing on the cake was when my dad fussed at me because they wouldn't cover the rehab. How is it my fault? I had nothing to do with the choices that are made with the insurance companies. This is just dumb.

On the one hand they say that they'll cover it, then at the last min. they pull out. wtf? I'm more then a little discouraged. Mom's going to be thrilled when she finds out. So because the insurance company decided at the last min. not to cover my rehab, I'm getting the flack for it. I'm shore most of you here could give two shits about my situation, and it just figures, because everything in my life seems to go wrong. Can't just for once something go right?!

You should do what makes you happy and try to find a hobby maybe outdoors. And heads up, 'sure' not 'shore'. but I really hope things get better for and and when they do, make sure to tell us.

edit: PARAGRAPHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!

I have to ask this:

Why do you share every gorey detail of your life on KR? Because honestly, i dont think that many people TRULY care. Its not like we can do anything for you over the internet and dont you think some things should be private?

Can't you go through your GP to get into rehab free of charge if you have a serious charge? Or is every part of healthcare have to be done through insurance??

But it was your choice to become a substance abuser landing you in your current position..