Yes, my new stalking victim.


heard some "good" news about him and his significant other and suddenly got sick at my stomach. I tried to stop it, but every time I thought of it I started to cry and get stomach contractions.


So I went to the bathroom just to be safe, and I threw up a little bit of my breakfest. Not much, but this was clearly emotional, I wasnt physically ill.


What does this mean?

if you're being serious.. you've got a serious problem, I would think

Think about who has emotionally wounded you lately. Consider the state of your own relationships right now, and we'll probably figure it out.

I once felt like I was just punched in the stomach very hard and vomited and didn't eat much for months. If I ate, I barfed. I mostly was weak and tired. The reason I felt that way was because I was cheated on and lied to. I found the truth on my own, not by confession.

Plainly, 'sick to my stomach' is what writers really mean when they say it.

My own relationships now.. are non-existant. The only people I talk to is my mom and therapist, and those are fine.(and of course you folks over the net)

I thought it about it indepth after it happened, and thought it wasn't a sickness of disgust, or hate, but a sickness at my own life and realizing my aloneness within my love and jealousy.

who are you obessesed with?


doesnt hurt to ask, right?




if this is true, you do realize that this cant be good for you in any way? if you do see that, then i think you'll be ok. but this is a classic sign that its getting out of control or will be soon. talk to someone about it. and by someone i mean someone you dont know who has an office where you call and make an appointment. good luck.