It's so funny when you mention your age because you look at least 10 years younger. I was terrible the week before I hit 40. Total gloom. I spent my 40th in bed I felt that bad. It doesn't bother me now. I'm even thinking that being 50 won't bother me. It makes me laugh when all these young guns (go for it!) say they feel old because they're going to be 29 or sth. I WISH. XXX oh, and that Gacy book is STILL in an envelope waiting to be sent to you. I'll try to do it tomorrow because I need to post Cala the Lambchop puppet xxx