hello, i am a moderator here, so i'm glad i can help!
the only solution i can find here is if you reset yr browser history for at least fifteen minutes. at the same time, you need to unplug yr internet connection from yr computer/laptop.
during this moment, you need to write write out a finely-worded suicide letter.
before yr internet connection boots back up, you need to kill yrself in some artistic way. hanging yrself & throwing yrself in front of a train doesn't count anymore, mind you.
after that, you should be pretty good. i'm thinking.