for christmas day i went to a partee at my boss's house and then we went to some aussie bar and played darts. it was not bad.
the big german and i email a bit but he doesn't get online very much. he's living on some tiny street in varanasi. and his spoken english is serioulsy perfect but in writing he comes off sort of choppy and impersonal. so yeah idk about that one. we'll see if and when he swings back through here.
i have been listening to these songs a lot
omg now there is terrible drilling construction in the apartment above mine and it sounds like it's in my room. it's not even 8:30am. i'm gonna go punch a chinese guy. in the face.
__________________ I think that lifting a barbell is probably the single most important thing that women can do to improve their body image. Lifting heavy and feeling stronger and seeing how muscle mass changes your body is a phenomenal experience. - Tamara Cohen
__________________ I think that lifting a barbell is probably the single most important thing that women can do to improve their body image. Lifting heavy and feeling stronger and seeing how muscle mass changes your body is a phenomenal experience. - Tamara Cohen
so I broke it off today. again.
maybe I will be better at keeping to it this time.
I told him that I locked myself out of my email accounts and put a different sim card in my phone. which are lies. but hopefully it means he wont try to contact me. I said I will only do that for a week or two and after that he can get hold of me when and if he becomes single.
I got wet eyes on the phone but then my friend Lola came over and we drank baileys and talked for ages and listened to music and I feel okay right now.
I have my new bedroom to obsess over.
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