I came home to visit my mum tonight and when she picked me up we had to go to my grans house because her carer had called. she was laying on the floor with no idea how she got there and couldnt move.
so we went to hospital and have been there for 6 hours. she got her tits out, spilled water on herself on purpose, ****ed herself constantly, shouted at the nurses and told me she is going to run away.
couldnt be bothered to put this in another thread, this is definitely heartsadness too.
she has alzheimers and dementia.
it turns out she has a kidney infection. today she tried to get otu of her bed in the a&e department and fell and hit her head and cut it open and now they had to glue it back together again.
I feel so knackered today. and I know it sounds pathetic and lamo but whateer, I jsut wish I had a big manly boyfriend to wrap me up and look after me.