Yeah, he could get it up later in the evening. But I definitely thought it was only because he saw his ex at the party.
She and I look nothing alike. And I don't know her at all so I don't know what her personality is like. But I really think I'm over thinking it.
I asked him if he wasn't attracted to me. Because she's like petite and curvy and I'm like a foot taller than she is and like 20 lbs lighter (which I'm working on fixing).
But he said no and that he just put a lot of walls up after they broke up so he has a hard time making himself vulnerable
This is going to sound so conceited but I'm used to the guys I'm with like barely being able to keep it in their pants when I'm with them.
It made me feel so so so unattractive
so I went home and ate brownies and ice cream and pretzels and hummus because I want my goddamn *** back