ugh its so hard. i always feel like im second best, the 3rd wheel, or just thrown into a corner.
yea its long distance and stuff, but he wanted to play games even when i was there with him.

it made me feel like crap. we hadn't seen each other for 2 months, and he wants to play his game for like 3-4 hours a day when im there.
is life so bad for people that they have to engross themselves in this stuff for 10+ hours a day? i really dont get it. someone tell me the appeal of sitting in front of a screen that long.
why does he want to focus all of his time and energy away from me and why do i have to play the same games just so we will even talk? its stupid, i shouldnt have to to get some attention from him.
he will talk to his game friends on the computer more than me because he says that i only want to talk about "gay stuff" and that my idea of talking is just asking him questions but its not, i just like to keep the conversation going
why cant couples just do the majority of things together and not leave the other out? i hate it. it's like he has this second life with his game friends that he never talks to me about.
this crap right here makes me think that games just arent healthy for people since they dont know how to manage their time on them. im not saying that is goes for every gamer, but i used to have some friends that played games during every spare moment and they turned into zombies with no social skills whatsoever.