Today showed my evil side, my nasty side, my bitch side, and I didnt like it. scared myself. I knew I was being prick and looking for a fight. I really dont like that about myself, scary really, maybe even psycho like, Im not sure. Im far to ashamed to admit that to any doctor. I mean tell the doctor that I sometimes feel or have an urge to smash a cup up in a room. I dont do it but I feel like it. Thats true anger and I am scared of myself. I dont want that on my doctors records so wont be telling them that. but yeah, Im a truely fucked up...I blame those that bullied me..theres me blaming again.

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"I'm getting fucking tired of you fucks" - Trent Reznor - toronto 1994

I am the hate you try to hide and I control you - Mr Self-Destruct.

omg I just found this website, it's freakin cool!

ok ummm

Sara, I really liked you it's to bad you went around screwing every guy in existence except me, guess I just wasn'ts a turn on for you eh? Oh well I'm over it now cuz if I can't find a job by January I'm loosing my car :*

you're being wierd
i didn't sign up for weird

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said thanks for the insults and compliments
you'll never forget my face no more

#1 you are the sweetest person!

#2 the pleasure, my lady, was entirely mine!

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And I want to play hide-and-seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take a bath...

i never see the point in moving, sents we never see each other. unless you're not moving out of town. maybe my pic bothered you it drew it, but i think we both need a new life. you need to get some trust thearpy for your ex and i need a new life anyway. im starting off new and moving on still and it's working really well. no drama. just ignoring the little comments and im good. I only take serious meaningful problems into my hands.

before you assume shit make sure you do your home work

I'll accept a friendly quit.

and keep your mouth closed and let your eyes listen for once.

gotta love lil wayne.