this is the 1st xmas ive had sinse splittin with my ex of 4 years..this xmas season has bein fuckin awfull

it really,really doesnt help that im crazy bout a guy whos in a relationship!
xmas 2008..worst ever.nxt year if im still single,im grabbin myself a xmas boyfriend lol,wel do all the cheesy boyfriendy/girlfriendy xmas stuff so i dont have to go thru this shit again..arrrggh!
hmm also doesnt help that me and my ex are in the same class at uni, and had a major fight last wk..
blah.
xx