i wish i had "playa game" or whetever
is it a natural ability? some people seem so good at it. i dont know how they can juggle two or more people around successfully.
ive been talking with these two guys that are pretty much best friends. it started off sloppily and i was talking to one then the other peaked my interested so i went with him. neither one of them in a serious manner, just fun.
since meeting them ive been talking to and haning out with both of them knowing that one will tell the other. i dont owe either of them anything so its no big deal. ive even mention the three of us hanging out but they seem to want to keep me away from the other which is funny. but then i end up fucking everything up - texting them at the same time when i know theyre hanging out together just to see if i can B A PLAYA. the other night i pushed off dinner plans with one with the excuse that i couldnt make it - then ended up texting the other guy later that night meet me because i was out and wanted to see him - knowing that the other woud find out but i wanted to see what would come of it. a social experiment of sorts. fail. now ive gone from having two delicious mens wrapped around my finger to having one dangling by a string. sigh
so now im trying to be all sweet and
:0 withthe other one to gain that back
i know people that are able to play several at a time. not that im envious and not that i want to be like this, not at all. i just wish i was able to?
what would amanda woodward do?
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