are so fucking exciting and scary at the same time!

I'm in constant doubt and I feel really insecure, but on the other hand I'm also really happy and bubbly and all that annoying pubescent shit... lol. I feel so lame and dorky...

anyone in the same situation right now?

I hate the insecurity that comes with a new relationship. I tend to get really needy and that annoys me.

But, uh, no. No relationships here.

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act COOOL

I hate new relationships. That part when you don't know each other that well in so annoying.

the best bit about any new relationship is you can kinda alter your persona a bit. casually write sheet music like it's just something you do, act like you have a dark emotional reason for wearing a piece of jewellery, get obsessed with james cagney movies.

you can actually be like a real person, like those guys in the movies, not like boring people at work who like the libertines and linsye lohan.

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love is from hell