I'm going up to his place (well, his dad's place) tonight. By train. GO train. That's sorta romantic isn't it? This is meant to be a booty call but I'm glad I have him to my self cus I luuuurve talking with him and he's quite intelligent and ALMOST down-to-earth when I'm alone with him and he's not on the prowl for tail. I'll write more on this tomorrow when I get back (Yes I'm sleeping over, which is nice cus I like cuddling.)

It would be really cool if I just got over him tonight and then acted all cool in the morning so he thought that it would never happen again.

I'm not as giddy about going to see him as I thought I would be. This is a good sign. I'm excited though because he's quite a good lay. But I'm not like crushing on him right at this moment, so I think I'm moving on.

so are you going to make a new thread every time you're about to see the ex?

yr obv not getting over him if yr going 2 see him just now

I'm slowly getting over him, and haha no I won't be making another thread next time I see him.

I am hoping that tomorrow I will be able to say "Turrah! I'm over it."

i've been doing it for longer than i want to admit. as long as i see him, i can't move on.

i'm not sure, but it isn't healthy, me seeing him. talking on the phone is differant.

or i'm looking for someone at least as good who makes me feel like that.