You're a fool and won't be told.

EDIT: Do you think maybe he's using this as an excuse to break up with you rather than a reason? That maybe he's been sick of your crap for a while but he's finally found something you did to hang it on, rather than dumping you for the shit person you are (which would reflect badly on him for dating you in the first place)?

A joke doesn't go back 6 months with 10 pages of prints outs.
But thats a bit beside the point. You don't sound like your in a place to even have a relationship. And from reading a previous thread it seems like you are a horrible girlfriend. If you loved him you'd realize you're (at least what I perceive as) fucking up his life. True love is wanting the best for the one you care for.

Your Hostage is finally free of YOU. Do the right thing for once in your life and let him go. If you believe in love as much as you claim, you will leave him the hell alone.

Yeah but I really didnt mean it. I never even met this guy. FUck sakes he lives in fuckin whales. I dont care about him. I emailed him and said never talk to me again.
My bf is all I want in life. Its that too much to ask for.
I guess I wasnt thinking. But no excuses.
2nd I dont come on here to be ridiculed and judged.
POSITIVE FEEDBACK?
Please I am hurtin and dyin. How can I make things better?
What can I do?
I love him and cant leave him.
Tomorrrow morning I am going to his job to volunteer so I can see him and tell him I love him. And beg him to be iwth me.

I wonder how long it will take him to wise up and get a restraining order.

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Sam: About a week ago I accidentally slept with a prostitute.
Toby: Really?
Sam: Yes.
Toby: You accidentally slept with a prostitute?
Sam: Call girl.
Toby: Accidentally?
Sam: Yes.
Toby: I don't understand. Did you trip over something?