one night stands...and all that stuff Don't you hate them? I mean I never thought it'd bother me that much, didn't think they were my thing and clearly they're not. I had one on Friday and the guy didn't even stay the whole night. It was clear we were both wanting other people who were neither of us. I felt completely dead inside and it wasn't because the guy wasn't good or anything...it's just there was no emotion there, no feelings and I didn't even fancy him. I've only told a couple of people as I was pretty ashamed of myself.
Add to that about an hour before I had some other guy on the phone wanting me to come over to have sex...although I'm used to him, I know if it's around 3am and he's phoning that's what he wants.
Trouble is, I'm not like that at all. Clearly I give off the easy vibe because I do always seem to be the one that men want to sleep with but not have a relationship with. It's odd, i didn't think I came off as easy or slutty but I suppose I must do, although I don't believe I encourage that image at all. My guy friends (who know they will only ever be friends) say that I don't appear that way to them but perphaps I under estimate the power I have over men...hmmm
Do you like one night stands? |