Okay this is what happened.... but first I wanna say I really really need to here words from you guys cause it makes me feel better.
Me and MY Bf fight all the time. but yesterday I think we broke up.
I went over to his place yesterday. His bitch friend was there and I got upset cause the night before he begged me to come in and spend time with him. He's also ignoring me sort of.
So I am a bit upset and due to that rude. Then he calls me outside and says I need to say Sorry. Then I flip out I go back in and start screaming. I am not gonna fuckin appologize to thsi fuckin CUNT!
He tells me I need to calm down or he will throw me out.
SO I start screaming at him. You made me rush in for no reason you fucking pig. I sit my the window cell and he keeps telling me to shut up so I get louder.
Then he tried to cover my mouth. Holding my mouth and I bite his hand. Then things get violent. I am not sure what happpens. I throw something at him. Then I am on the ground with his hand covering my mouth. ANd then the woman next door comes in WHATS GOING ON!
We stop. His friend leaves. He throws me out.
My face is bleeding with scrapes so is his.
Now he says he hates me and he doesnt wanna see me again. And I feel so sad. Was this my fault? And what can I do to make it better for him? He doesnt really hate me right? I mean we've been together for 3 years.
HELP!
I am dying this happened last night!

sorry but you aren't going to be coddled by me.

i have to say i did an LOL at that post.

I don't want to say it's your fault, but he did ask you to shut up. Seems like he was trying to be pretty civil and you didn't give a shit.

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So I'm watching as his wings spread as wide as could be
Come on now and wrap them around me

Well you dont understand! Just because I see a therapist it means I am always or most of the time wrong by default things dont work like that.


I mean he could be nice to me!

Now I feel like I have nobody and nothing left if this time we broke up for real.

Well if he isn't nice with you, why are you with him in the first place?

I think that if your at the point in a relationship where your physically fighting each other, probably best to call it a day. Not much point in trying to find out who's to blame cause whats done is done.