This woman is in her 40's and I am in my 30's and we been friends since I was 15. That is like half my life she has been there for me. But now, I get a phone call off her saying she is moving away in a year and it sounds she wants to never see me again.

How do I cope with this loss? She is my best friend. I have other friends but this one was my rock.

Life sure will be dull without her...

From the pictures you post I can tell you're going to be bored. How will you deal without all that cahrayzay partying? It's going to be weird for you, I'm sure.

What crazy partying? We dated for a year when I was 16 and she was 27. We have not spoken since about 2000. We often write though.

Sadly, we spoken for the first time last night since 2000 and she was totally fucked in the head. Rambling how she does not want to kiss me but only on the cheek then saying she is selling the home then saying she does not think its a good idea for her to come over.

So, like, how do you deal with crackhead ex-girlfriends who were your best friend for the better half of your life?

You could still email or write to eachother. You just won't see eachother anymore. I guess try to remember the good shit and be happy for her and the changes she wants to make?