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09-11-2007, 08:59 AM
|  | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
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| | | sometimes life is rubbish cut cut cut
oh lord, i wish i could cut out the part of me that wants to kiss boys 
i really wanted to cut lolzzzzzzz i haven't in years BUT this boy is the only one who could make me want to.
i had to tell this boy who i've loved for four years (four years of agonising shit and drama and really good nice times) that he can't be in my life anymore. and i didn't want to.
cut cut cut
he's always been my secret weakness, i've taken shit from him that i would NEVER accept from anybody else. i understand the 'i love him' sentiment expressed by women on the jerry springer show: because i do love him.
and we're the same, and he knows me
but he's bad for me and now he's gone.
goddamn. i just want to cry. but i can't. oh lord.
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09-11-2007, 09:01 AM
| | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
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| | | yeah i would have put this on my blog but then everybody who knows him will think i;m retarded for still speaking to him.
they don't know we've been at it again and i'm too embarrassed to tell them
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09-11-2007, 09:46 AM
|  | brain problem situation | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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Originally Posted by discolexy  he's always been my secret weakness, i've taken shit from him that i would NEVER accept from anybody else. | everybody always has that one exception to the rule.
i'm sorry, lexy. i hope things get better soon for you. but if he's bad for you then this is probably for the best. |
09-11-2007, 09:54 AM
| | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
Posts: 13,140
| | yeaaaah i know it's for the best but i don't waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant to 
thanksx
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09-11-2007, 09:54 AM
|  | roquer | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: drinking by the mausoleum door
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Originally Posted by discolexy goddamn. i just want to cry. but i can't. oh lord. | ...so you want a release? Some way to drain out the emotion? *hugs*
Holding ice cubes can help. You can squeeze the fuckers til your hands hurt and feel the water leaking away. But no cutting! The pain is real without you having to see it.
I had one of those moment the other day. I scrubbed myself. People always say exercising off the extra adrenaline is supposed to be good. wtf? A jog? lol |
09-11-2007, 10:01 AM
| | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
Posts: 13,140
| | | yeaaaaah i'm going to take a hopt shower
fucking BOYS i wish i was a big lesbian
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09-11-2007, 12:10 PM
|  | pinkwelly | | Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: the world
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Originally Posted by discolexy yeaaaaah i'm going to take a hopt shower
fucking BOYS i wish i was a big lesbian | i wish i was a lesbian with you x |
09-11-2007, 09:38 PM
|  | Part-time narcoleptic | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Oxford and London, of the cold old UK
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Originally Posted by discolexy yeah i would have put this on my blog but then everybody who knows him will think i;m retarded for still speaking to him.
they don't know we've been at it again and i'm too embarrassed to tell them | Yeah, I felt like that with my ex. I really did take shit from him that I took from no one else and in the end I stopped telling people about it because everyone told me to leave him and I didn't. Now I have and I am like, wow, I should have done that before. Month one was horrible, but its getting a lot better now. |
09-11-2007, 10:26 PM
|  | e.c=vamplove | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: sydney
Posts: 5,871
| | | hi, i just wanna join the i'm-becoming-a-lesbian brigade.
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"I knew I was too late - and I was glad something bloodthirsty waited in the wings. For in failing at this, I forfeited any desire to live." |
09-11-2007, 11:20 PM
|  | Behold... | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: If I tell you, come over
Posts: 2,851
| | | I'm becoming gay. |
09-12-2007, 12:04 AM
|  | Occam's chainsaw | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: goin down in a blaze of glory
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Originally Posted by Zeke I'm becoming gay. | I have been predicting this would happen for quite some time now.
ATTN: everyone who placed bets with me, now's the time to pay up.
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Originally Posted by Sophia_ my wife called me an asshole ~~carefulcarpenter | |
09-12-2007, 12:15 AM
|  | Is This What My Body Said | | Join Date: Apr 2006
Posts: 9,395
| | | It's the KR curse. You will slowly be pulled into the gravitational force of Courtney Love's overwhelming iconically gay influence.
And I'm already gay so I'll just sign the guestbook. |
09-12-2007, 02:56 PM
|  | irreplaceable | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: eden
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Originally Posted by discolexy yeaaaaah i'm going to take a hopt shower
fucking BOYS i wish i was a big lesbian | no
i hate to say it but i just tried this and it doesn't help
yes to the shower though
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should i choose a noble occupation
if i did i'd only show up late and sick
and they would stare at me with hatred
plus my only natural talent's wasted |
09-12-2007, 03:05 PM
| | Registered Member | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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sometimes life is rubbish cut cut cut....
| Cut paper instead ffs. |
09-12-2007, 03:23 PM
|  | boogaloo | | Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: Badsville
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| | | Fuck him. It's roshashana. Get pissed and punch bar tables that look like his face.
I don't know if you're mad at him? But I don't really get sad about these things, I get super angry. So that's the sort of thing I would do. I mean. I'm having a tough time because this jerkface is like such a fucking indecisive ass. And I don't know if it's 'cause he's jaded und shit from his last relationship. BUT SRSLY. NOT MY FAULT, BRO. So I'm getting drunk tonight and I will listen to the angry music and eat potatoes with my neighbour.
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09-13-2007, 07:52 AM
| | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
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| | | i'm mad but i feel like i shouldn't be cos like this time isn't his fault ... he fucked me around again, but kinda cos he's sorting his shit out blah blah
i just can't anymore.
you'll all be pleased to know, i haven't texted or facebooked or anythinged since this happened
i think this time i'm serious about him
it's just so disconcerting watching ANOTHER one go. you know. how many do there have to be?
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09-13-2007, 08:28 AM
|  | I'm the hot one. | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Dying 100 times
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| | smother me with your luscious titties  |
09-13-2007, 08:49 AM
|  | This space for rent | | Join Date: Aug 2006
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| | | boys are not worth self-destruction, sweetie |
09-13-2007, 12:31 PM
| | boogaloo | | Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: Badsville
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Originally Posted by discolexy you know. how many do there have to be? | Well you only keep one.
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09-13-2007, 12:45 PM
|  | blah | | Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: London
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| | | Dude, aren't you in a different country now though? Does that not make it easier? | |
