| input? anyone? I'm at my wits end. My ex and I broke it off for good (it was off and on for quite a while) at the end of april, so almost 5 months ago. We still talked occassionally (on friendly terms) and in the beginning had the odd night together, until I told him that it was too hard for me to see him and watch him move on, as I couldn't stop thinking about him. He understood that I couldn't speak to him anymore, and made the dumb move of telling me he loved me. So.. we haven't spoken since then (about 3 weeks) and I'm still going nuts. Part of me wants to grasp on to whatevers left (if that's even anything)and try to make something of it because I wouldn't feel this way about someone if it wasn't for a reason, but a big part of me thinks it's only going to be another emotional roller coaster and I shouldn't bother...
really, I'm crying out for someone to yell at me and tell me I'm being an idiot and not talking to him is the way to go. Knock some sense into me please? anyone? |