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08-29-2007, 07:48 AM
|  | some velvet evening | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Old Saybrook, CT
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| | | I'm in love and its affected my internet time
Fuck. I am now involved with a great guy. Things are owesome, we are having a great time together. Sex is a fucking dream. I've never been into muscles, but his arms are really built and when he holds me down...just writing those words turns on the want jones at 7:41 am. He just left for work about an hour ago.
Anyway, the thing is, I like him so much, that as soon as he leaves I'm thinking about being with him again. I'm afraid I'm treating him like a drug. If I could shoot him in my brain or vayjayjay 24/7 I know I would. I am completely aware this is bad, but its how I feel. Also, I like him so much it makes me insecure that I will not be able to keep him or that I will fuck it up in some way. He wouldn't know I have any of these doubts as I keep them inside my head and know they are bad for business.
Where am I going with this? I have never been a jealous or insecure person, but suddenly I am. Is this a normal stage in most relationships? I've been out of the relationship loop for a while, but I don't remember ever being this happy yet feeling this insecure.
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08-29-2007, 07:59 AM
|  | love maker | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Florida
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| | | I think it's normal. I felt this way with my guy in the beginning. Of course, I still think he is the most amazing person to walk this Earth, but that obsessiveness has died out and I replaced it with love. |
08-29-2007, 08:42 AM
| | some velvet evening | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Old Saybrook, CT
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Originally Posted by Hot Carl  I think it's normal. I felt this way with my guy in the beginning. Of course, I still think he is the most amazing person to walk this Earth, but that obsessiveness has died out and I replaced it with love. | thats what it is- obsessiveness- like i want to possess him. he can profess his love till hes blue in the face but i'm still insecure for some reason.
i hope it passes.
its harshing my bliss. i don't like myself like this and i dont remember ever feeling so unsure when the person involved is telling me the exact opposite.
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08-29-2007, 08:43 AM
|  | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
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| | | did you just come here to gloat or what
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08-29-2007, 08:46 AM
|  | standing on the beach.... | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: six feet under
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| | | congrats, i miss that feeling.
*hunts for new man*
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08-29-2007, 08:47 AM
|  | grace and class | | Join Date: May 2006 Location: unaffiliated
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| | I think a lot of it is the mommy factor. It isn't just you it's going to affect anymore. That being said, I think it is a somewhat natural stage in most relationships. Stop worrying so much. He's crazy about you. I should know. I never see you anymore.
(OK I'm done pouting now.  ) |
08-29-2007, 09:25 AM
|  | give me the sickest one. | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: fox in the snow
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| | | normal normal and the most amazing aspect of being alive IMHO. god that feeling is good.
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08-29-2007, 09:28 AM
|  | C is for Cookie | | Join Date: Jul 2006
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| | | This is exactly how I feel about KR, except replace the word "he" with "it" and "relationship" with "membership" |
08-29-2007, 03:20 PM
| | some velvet evening | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Old Saybrook, CT
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Originally Posted by discolexy did you just come here to gloat or what | no, i honestly wanted to ask if its normal to be 100% happy and 100% anxiety ridden at the same time.
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08-29-2007, 03:22 PM
| | some velvet evening | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Old Saybrook, CT
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Originally Posted by thumbscrew This is exactly how I feel about KR, except replace the word "he" with "it" and "relationship" with "membership" | you would shoot kr in your penis?
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08-29-2007, 03:25 PM
| | some velvet evening | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Old Saybrook, CT
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Originally Posted by dirtyplotte normal normal and the most amazing aspect of being alive IMHO. god that feeling is good. | it is great and its making me confront shortcomings about myself. which i guess means i want to be better a person for him. not a better person-just more evolved. actually both.
he constantly tells me that he loves me- in different languages too, which is hot- but like i said i've become really insecure the love. i guess its normal to want to horde what you like. normal, but not comfortable!
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08-29-2007, 10:01 PM
|  | Married Misanthropist | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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Originally Posted by fifi l'amour no, i honestly wanted to ask if its normal to be 100% happy and 100% anxiety ridden at the same time. | Yes, it's the fear of losing that happiness. But get over it! ENJOY!!
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08-30-2007, 12:26 AM
|  | For all the right reasons | | Join Date: Apr 2007
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Originally Posted by fen99us Yes, it's the fear of losing that happiness. But get over it! ENJOY!! | Exactly!! Your just overly excited! It sounds great have fun with it. | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes |  Linear Mode | 
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