this is fucked. he didnt feel enough for me anymore and it didnt go that well anyway. I wont be online at all anymore I think, maybe somtimes when Im here (our house in which he lives now) to pick up stuff. I need to find a place to stay Im at my mums now. I need somewhre to live whrre I can keep the cats

this sucks.

*hugs*

Keep cats at mum's for now?

he'll take care of them for the time beeing. I really cant live without them

were you happy with him?

did this come as a complete shock?

will it be best for you? or him? or both of you?

i think you should do yourself a favour and try to think of this in a positive light.

Violently, I am sorry to hear this. I remember your posts about how much you miss him so when he's touring, etc. I wish you the best.
PS- I hope you get the kitties.