ahhh
my past with men is such a bummer.
i have a relationship for two years,first love. ended bad.
then i had a short fling for like 2 months with someone at work
and now, i thought i met the man of my dreams... but lately he thinks its ok so not speak to me all week,then come for sex which lasts... if hes lucky...a whole of 10 seconds.

i need to get outta this place

What do you expect?

for someone to come and sweep me off my feet? ... ok maybe not

you're young yet.

i felt the same way when i was your age and was so frustrated but then i was like, what the hell am i so worried about it for? just have fun dating and experiencing different people.

someday when you least expect it, someone will come and sweep you off your feet.

oh and if that guy doesn't speak to you all week, ffs don't sleep with him when he comes around expecting it.

iv not spoke to him since last wed night,apart for some measly text on friday night.and your right, im not going to sleep with him. urgh, SUCH AN ARSE!!!