So I like this girl I tried a bunch of stuff we're friends and talk at work when we see each other and over text message pretty much everyday.. (sh's currently dating ). She asked if she could talk to me later as she had questions about school.. So I asked her to go for coffee some where.. two times but she's been busy both days.. And I didn't bother asking after that. As she never mentioned anything about doing something (So I assume she's not interested heh...) and she's leaving in 10 days (for two months). It's hard to kinda say bye .and I want to do something but I don't know what to do and I'm confused.

Have you ever heard of "FUCK IT!" expression?

Repeat after me. I don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck. It's very liberating.

awww. I understand though. when I like someone I'm so convinced they're meant to be with me that I just can't accept the fact that they're not interested or dating someone or whatever...

but I never try to make a move though...I'm way too shy

I make myself sad too sometimes. One of my housemates seems to have od on pain pills a few months ago (dead), he was but a few years older than me. He had had back surgery a few times, didn't work out too good. So I guess that's why he od'd, not that's an excuse what have you. It's sad though... That and he was an ex-marine.

He wasn't here very long. It's sad I know more about him now and he's gone. Not that one could what not for another but for themself or wouldn't. So then in death but we all know better, I'd think.