Why does it make you feel SO much like a piece of ****?
I don't mean in a club "You wanna pull? No? ok fair enough..." rejection, I mean rejection by people you know and actually want to go out with.
I thought I was over getting upset over relationships that have never even existed. But it still always hurts.
Its not just a self esteem thing. The problem is I had the possibility in my head for a while, and now its just gone. I keep forgetting, and then I'll think about something related and its just like "ow!" for a second all over again.
It makes me never want to let myself like someone ever again.
Probably got something to do with my general emotional state than just the rejection thing, but it doesn't exactly help.
Does everyone else feel this lost/angry/foolish after they get rejected?
Also, its hard to think "Oh well I tried" because I didn't really try properly until it was too late. Maybe if I had tried properly earlier things would have been different. You'd think that would make things easier, but it doesn't. And also angry in a "Well I reckon you knew, so YOU could have tried".
Last edited by God*is*7; 04-02-2007 at 08:52 AM.