He left me.
Wants nothing to do with me.
Has been with ... lord knows, how many women since then.
And i still feel guilty when I'm with another guy.

Weirdness.

maybe you'll turn into one of those peope that needs to be drunk to sleep with other people. or just find people that look like your ex. either way, its something you may need to work out. like you said, he doesn't want anything to do with you.

poor thing. you obviously still have a lot of feelings for this person. That's ok, it's takes time to dissolve such a deep bond. don't push yourself. These things work themselves out. you'll know when you're with the right person at the right time :-) xx

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said thanks for the insults and compliments
you'll never forget my face no more

yep.
me and my ex broke up two years ago, three in may.
we were seeing eachother for like, a year afterwards, so it never officially ended
but now she doesn't love me anymore, i know that
but i would feel so guilty for being with anyone else, it's like my life is on hold
i don't even know what the fuck im waiting for.