this was in my whitetrash mcdonalds thread in the void but I do want to have a serious discussion about this.

So this is how it started:
i saw my soulmate on tv and it was the weirdest thing ever. It was an interview with this guy and he was talking about his fears and insecurities and things like that and his past and I could relate so well and I understood him and we would probably understand each other. I sent him a myspace message not in a creepy way though. just that it was a really nice interview and I understood what he was talking about and I wished him a lot of luck. He appreciated and answered back right away.

but enough about him. I don't know him obviously, and that's the problem:

it's just that I know there are people out there who I can connect to and I would be able to share everything with but I never seem to meet them. Should I go looking for them? But where? And shouldn't it just happen? Am I too obsessive over it? It's just that I've had quite a few boyfriends but none of them I really connected with, I never felt comfortable with. It was more like "alright....let's date for a while cos I should have a bf now" and then we'd date and then I'd be s fucking annoyed and bored after a short time and I dumped them again. this is like a pattern for me.
the only boy I really could've had a great relationship with was my first one but I was 16 and stupid and I broke up with him after two months.... I still think about him a lot though.

ADVICE. THOUGHTS.

i feel the same way.

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The greatest asset they all have is themselves. And yet does anybody promote that to them? Does anybody tell them that they are the greatest asset they have? Or are they steered to idol worship? Are they moved, are they motivated, are they inspired to look at the president or any politician as their only salvation? If they are, it's just a shame.

That's what dating is all about. Getting to know people to see if it will go anywhere. I don't know when being in a relationship meant that you were pretty much engaged! It's pissing me off. This mindset has put me off even dating! Just been seeing a guy who told me after spending less than two months together that he planned to marry me and was in love with me wtf?! it's over now :-)

But back to the question... you do find people and connect with them. These things just happen and if you try to push, find and force them you spoil the magic. Let it happen and enjoy xx

Yeah Eddie Vedder is my soul mate...what ya gonna do?

i have a soulmate but he isn't someone that i will ever be in a relationship with or that i ever want to be in a relationship with. he;s just the other half of myself, the person who gets me completely, who is more than my best friend, more than my lover. our relationship is completely platonic - he's a gay male and i';m a mostly straight female. but there you have it.

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