do you get worked up?

i'm a little conflicted about this. on one hand, my blood pressure shoots through the roof & then on the other, i'm like, well...

I know someone that does this all the time to me.
I don't care though, I mean, I do it too.

I mostly just wish I could hear it. I like to know what people think of me. Possibly foolishly. In fact, it kills me a little that there are some things some people say about me that I will never know. Even though I know they must be saying something. I'd put away a dollar a day for omniscience.

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Time is the distance that you can't return by miles.

I escaped somehow. Let's go

actualy [sic] I have quite a blessed life if I'm honest. I have many people to love, hate few and have few money problem's [sic].... What more does a person need? Oh yeah and I have some kind of humbleness unlike you of course ^_^ ~ CarefulCarpenter

a few years ago someone told me in a nonchalant way that maybe becoming friendly with a specific person may not be the best idea. there was no friend connection between the person that told me and the person that obviously had something to say about me to this someone else. (they were neighbors) if that makes sense...
anyway, i confront and i cut off. yep.

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That's the whole trouble. You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any. You may think there is, but once you get there, when you're not looking, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under your nose.” - J. D. Salinger

a spiritual being having a human experience

oh this is a rly crappy thread.

i'm going to see about having it deleted.