| i MISS YOU
oh god.
april is the cruelest month but may is nothing to strip down about either.
i miss you.
it's so fucked up that a year ago it was so easy to see you. and we were on good terms.
it seemed like something might have happened.
i'm really sorry i fucked things up. i've said that before, and maybe you've forgiven me or maybe you just don't care. it's easier to forget & move on than put up with me.
i have a feeling things wouldn't have worked out anyway. and now i'm thinking i'll probably never see you again.
it's only a matter of time before i don't care, but that's doesn't make it better.
how do people go through this on a regular basis? moving on and getting over it.
at least it doesn't seem likely i'll meet anyone i like as much as you anytime soon.
life isn't much fun but you made it good.
better than all my medications. last year i felt if i died i'd be missing out.
this year everything is mehhhhh.
i miss you. i won't bother you.
if you don't want to talk to me that's how it can be and it doesn't matter the reasons. apathy or hatred but most likely apathy.
you're over me. you said you get sick of yourself, but i'm wouldn't/
i hope i end up alone. just to prove you're the only guy that matters. i don't care if you know it or more than likey don't.
i don't care i dont care.
even when i'm ready to put it all on you i know my soul could kick your souls ass.
call me.
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