| feelings for a co worker while engaged to another guy.
ive been with my boyfriend 2 n a half years, lived together for the 2 of them.
now ive just started workin in the same place as him and have kinda fell hard for a guy in there, i resisted talkin with him for the first 2weeks(ive bn there a month) but ended up in a convo about music, with him showin me his ipod tunes.. i instantly felt a spark standin so close to him,fuckin pining to hold him or something.then the following week i was in work we spent most of the day chatting the next night was the xmas party, i got there late and seen him lookin at me from across the room.. later he came over,bout this time i was drunk and my guy was chattin with friends so we ended up goin to another table and chatted later i was sittin on his lap, huggin and touching him(not in a total sexual way)for the rest of the party.
my boyfriend somehow thought i was just bein friendly with this guy, but after the party and a week later im fuckin crazy about him cant stop thinkin bout him.
wtf im i gonna do? |