i was at my friends house saturday night. we were gonna go off to her boyfriends, but we didnt end up going cause something came up with him. so we were at her house. so we ended up hanging out; me, carli, alexis, john, mike, and vinny.
i met john a few weeks prior to saturday. we usually hang around, get fucked up, and hook up afterwards. hes really funny and he'll spark me up whenever we hang out so i tried to ignore the fact that he was constantly putting words in my mouth, and just completely disrespecting me. so saturday he drove out to my friends house, even though he had a 101 fever. i felt bad so i was wiping down his forehead and sitting there with him. [he wasnt that bad off i guess, cause he wound up rolling a blunt on his way home..] then carli's friends john and mike showed up. id never met them before, but we hit it off pretty well. funniest son of a bitches ive ever met. we did the whole meet-and-greet charade and then i asked if one of them would help me make some tea for chris.
mike went and helped me get everything together. we were talking once we got out there. he asked me 'is that your boyfriend' and i answered truthfully that i didnt know. we'd snog everytime we hung out but we never really established anything. so then mike says, 'well you dont need to take that shit'. i told him that i dont have much luck with guys and he goes, 'well you dont need to settle for assholes.' when we got back to the room john told me that he wanted milk. i told him i put in two spoonfuls of sugar and all he said was ' i want milk'. so i got him his fucking milk and brought him his tea. at this point dannie and vinny were pretty cozy and carli was chatting on her t-mobile sidekick with her boyfriend. chris finished his tea and didnt even give me a thank you just a 'you left the tea bag in here..i oughta make you t-bag me.' and then he laughed, like he just made a real good joke.
he ended up leaving early. we got in a fight cause i told him i didnt want a ride home from him, and that i wanted to go with mike and vinny. he was being really possesive, and was ridiculous about the whole thing. i gave him a 20 for gas money and told him to just get the fuck out.
the rest of the night went pretty good. vinny and dannie were all over each other, me and dan were talking about anything that popped into our heads, and carli was sitting there frowning because her boyfriend wasnt there and everyone was else was paired up. she'd get upset everytime me and mike were sitting too close so we kinda just..talked. [i can completely validate with her seeing as im usually the third weel]
i ended up leaving early. mike and i exchanged numbers, and me and vinny were shooting the shit so he gave me mine too.
i talked to dannie the next day..and as soon as i left everyone wound up hooking up.
alexis fucked mike.
dannie went into detail about how it was really awkward for her and vinny after a while cause of her screaming..etc.
i think im letting it get to me too much.. ends up he had a girlfriend anyway so he was just looking to get laid..be it me alexis dannie or whomever else was available to him.
i was just kinda shocked... i can understand why she did i guess..she was lonely...but she knew i liked him..and i mean..the whole night she was upset cause her boyfriend had to cancel plans for saturday and move em to sunday but..i mean i dont know then she goes and fucks another guy..
i talked to her and she told me she was sorry but she was lonely..and i totally hear that. im the third fucking wheel id know better than anyone else.
..i dont know maybe im overreacting. i dont want to let this get in the way of things with me and her.. he was looking for sex she was lonely and gave in to pressure. but it kinda makes me ache thinking about her and him together..and thinking about all the guys she could have and all the guys she has had.. and she couldnt spare me this
one. just one. and she couldnt wait just one more day to see chase. just one more day. just one less guy.
i dont know. [end/rant]
i guess im just looking for some of the
kr subscribers' infinite wisdom.
so by all means, enlighten me =]
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