Okay. Well I'm pretty sure I'm bi. But that's not the problem.
I'm having my first ever crush on a girl, which isn't a problem either.
It's the girl I'm crushing on... we used to be really good friends but than we had a big fight and she pretty much made my life hell for ages.
Than randomly she made up w/ me. And I just went along w/ it because I don't like being picked on and it was a weight off my shoulders.
But we've become better friends online and in classes we're in together, and she's so nice/funny. And everytime I think about her I can't stop smiling!
The other thing is, she's really homophobic towards girls. She doesn't know about me or anything, but don't you think it's really fucking strange?
She says if she found out any of her [girl]friends were bi/gay she'd be a complete shit towards them, which is stupid because I know alot of her friends and mine, are bi.
But I don't even care about that either, I would never want anything more than friendship, and the only person (other than myself) that knows is my best friend.
Do you think I'm mistaking what could just be me thinking she's really cool, for a crush? Or am I just so fucking wierd for fancying someone that's been so horrible to me in the past I seriously wouldn't have cared if she died and she's homophobic.
& if she found out, my life would seriously be over. Haha.
Thanks.

my best friend was like that a year ago, was homophobic, so i didnt tell him that i was bi, but i didnt have a crush on him tho..

the meaning is that things have changed, he has become older, and he is no longer homophobic

I hate to sound ignorant, but what age are you?? Teen same sex crushes are part of normal development and doesnt neccessarily mean you are bi. Well you may know in your heart and maybe a little older but just let these things slide. Dont let people know, who are too immature to understand, they'll only make your life difficult for you. Its not worth it. Let it all hang out once you leave school.

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Thanks kr for the subscription! Much love..

I'm only 15, but I'm 99% sure I'm bi.
But you're right about keeping it personal once I leave school...

I'm 18 now and when we were back in school one of my friends thought they were bi and she was crushing on me. She made a pass at me one night when we were all drunk. We were still friends although i felt uncomfortable. Now, however, she says she was just confused. And we're still gd friends.

Hope that helps a bit.

It sounds cliche but it could be a phase. And 99% isn't sure enough to be positive. Wait till your 100% sure.