I work ina gym and this guy that comes in became a good friend of mine because we also go to the same clubs (indie) and gigs and stuff.
When we were getting friendly he asked me out on a date and I turned him down, I just don't feel like that about him.
But then he got a girlfriend and I got jealous, he broke up with her and I felt happy, I get excited every time I get a text off him.
But i DON'T find hoim attarcative and couldn;t thin of anything worse than sleeping with him, but I dunno, I juist feel so attracted to him, but not sexualy, but I DO want to cuddel up to him and have him all to myself.
It's like I want him to be my boyfrlend, but not have sex with him.
does this make sense?
i need help