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Old 12-02-2006, 12:59 PM
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FUCKED UP (really)

Yeah - boring I know but I met this girl and she is way better than me.

Like, I a reforming drug addict. I had metal problems for around 10 years and been on benefits during that time because I just crazy bono.

But like she is a Uni graduate and her job is teaching 16-18 yr olds.

There is a big difference in class between us too as she is from Oxford and I am from up 'North.

She is really bubbly and full of life and I feel really depressed and lost without purpose and just want to die.

Do you think there is a future or should I tell her to fuck off cause she seems really keen to be mates with me and I dunno why - I understand why KR.com people want to talk to me but not a hot teacher from Oxford.
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Old 12-02-2006, 01:02 PM
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lol. is she blonde?



anyways. trust her judgement. if she wants to hang out it's her choice, she's old enough to make her mind up about people.
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Old 12-02-2006, 03:19 PM
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Stop sabotaging yourself. Did you ever think that maybe she doesn't care about money and class and what job you have? Maybe she just likes your personality. If she is acting like she geninely likes you, then see where it goes. Unless you really do just want to be alone.
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maybe she wants to fix you

anyway, yeah don't tell her to fuck off. sounds like she likes you
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Yeah - boring I know but I met this girl and she is way better than me.

Like, I a reforming drug addict. I had metal problems for around 10 years and been on benefits during that time because I just crazy bono.

But like she is a Uni graduate and her job is teaching 16-18 yr olds.

There is a big difference in class between us too as she is from Oxford and I am from up 'North.

She is really bubbly and full of life and I feel really depressed and lost without purpose and just want to die.

Do you think there is a future or should I tell her to fuck off cause she seems really keen to be mates with me and I dunno why - I understand why KR.com people want to talk to me but not a hot teacher from Oxford.
maybe this is the time for a change for the better! don't ignore her, go for it.
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I think you should send her about twelve very special e-mails. Right Now.
yeah, tell her how you feel about jesus, and mind altering drugs.
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maybe this is the time for a change for the better! don't ignore her, go for it.
this is simple but good advice. I agree.
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Old 12-02-2006, 09:26 PM
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Go for it but don't make a deal about always thinking you are inferior to her. My boyfriend has some mah-assive chip on his shoulder that I'm from a better off back ground then him (which I really don't care about because I fell in love with a person, not a socio-economic group) and to be honest his feels of insecurity over that have been far more of a problem then anything else related to the issue has.
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yeah, tell her how you feel about jesus, and mind altering drugs.
actually, don't do that. she'll run and you might never see her again.
as far as your problem goes i can see what you're saying but the fact that you're a reformed or reforming addict (please decide on that yourself) doesn't mean that you'll be left alone for the rest of your life. you have some confidence issues but let her decided for herself.
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actually, don't do that. she'll run and you might never see her again.
as far as your problem goes i can see what you're saying but the fact that you're a reformed or reforming addict (please decide on that yourself) doesn't mean that you'll be left alone for the rest of your life. you have some confidence issues but let her decided for herself.
But I want someone who is down to earth and would go to Church with me to worship the Lord. But also perhaps take mushrooms on the weekends for crazy bumsechs.

Y'see, I also met a 37 year old medium who likes collecting Tarot cards and I think she is a lot hawt than the teacher. The teacher is too straight laced for me and also some of you kinda know me on here and how my mind works and how incompatible I am with a straight laced teacher from Oxford.

It is just the medium has gone away for a week and I dunno if that was a dirty plot to avoid me?

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reformed or reforming?
any future answer will depend on that.
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reformed or reforming?
any future answer will depend on that.
Gosh, you are making this complex for me. It is kinda like a major life decision here - I could quit eating mind bending psychoactive substances and forget about obtaining instant Nirvana and start going to dessert parties quoting Wilde ice breakers /o|

I really dunno.
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There is a big difference in class between us too as she is from Oxford and I am from up 'North.

I'm from oop Noorth too and it's never held me back yet. Go for it - where you're from doesn't have to be a bad thing - think of the theatre in Sheffield and Manchester, the bands in Liverpool, the opera in Leeds. Art galleries, brilliant universities, gorgeous cities. Give yourself a chance, hon.
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Yeah - boring I know but I met this girl and she is way better than me.

Like, I a reforming drug addict. I had metal problems for around 10 years and been on benefits during that time because I just crazy bono.

But like she is a Uni graduate and her job is teaching 16-18 yr olds.

There is a big difference in class between us too as she is from Oxford and I am from up 'North.

She is really bubbly and full of life and I feel really depressed and lost without purpose and just want to die.

Do you think there is a future or should I tell her to fuck off cause she seems really keen to be mates with me and I dunno why - I understand why KR.com people want to talk to me but not a hot teacher from Oxford.

She's probably studying you.
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anyways. trust her judgement. if she wants to hang out it's her choice, she's old enough to make her mind up about people.
This is very true. If you want to be friend's with her and vice versa, why not? Not everyone goes for people who are just like themselves.
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