So i didn't think i was bi really, i mean i have fooled around with girls a little but I thought i was mostly straight. However i do have crazy sex dreams about girls.
I miss the intimacy of being friends with a girl who you also fool around with and cuddle with.
There were two girls i did this with in high school, one doesn't want to be friend anymore really and the other moved away.
One of the girls i was going to go to senior prom with but my mom wouldn't let me. And she is for gay marriage/rights and all that.
I have a boyfriend, but so did the girl i was friends with in HS. I just need intimacy like that with a girl. How can you be cloase to a normal girl if you can't even touch them without them thinking you are weird? (like cuddling and stuff) This is so weird because i hate cuddling with my bf.
Where could i find another girl like these two? Neither of them were lesbians, they were just bisexual. I miss it so much!!!!