| my love/hate deal with being a housewife I'm a guy and wouldn't want to be female. I'd like to be a housewife though. Being under some guy's thumb is the best and I don't care what feminists have to say.
The only problem is that if the guy cheats or leaves me, I don't want to go on living. I don't threaten suicide or anything and I always get through. But life gets pretty grim for a long time afterwards.
Having a guy you live for lose interest a scary thought. But I still don't feel like living for anything else than being under some guy's thumb.
For a long time I figured something was wrong with me and I should be able to walk away from any man and get by on my own. It just made life seem pretty pointless.
Life is all about scary things, concluding with death. Is it wrong to only want to live for some guy, at the risk I could end up with nothing?
Also, I'm not talking about being equals. I want to be subserviant. If I was an equal in a relationship, I wouldn't stay in the relationship. |