I left a message on this guy's answerphone because he wont speak to me and i don't know why and the fucking answerphone cut me off! it said i'd reached the maximum level of message time..hahaha! you know life is bad when a machine doesn't even want to listen to you. So i had to re-record it and it just sounded forceful because i was trying to fit everything i wanted to in, even though I know he'll not respond but it's really upsetting me, i hate bad feeling...he just blanks me all the time and is so cold towards me and is generally making me feel like crap and worthless.

Maybe he got hit by a bus
Is he a guyfriend? Just a friend? txt him, e-mail him, call to his damn house!?!?
Details, details.....

He's not worth it, so perhaps you should make yourself worthy of a better guy by letting him go.

then why would you want to talk to him anyway!?

hahahaha! that made me laugh out loud yes, there is relationship stuff there which is unresolved...well i wouldn't really call it relationship stuff I mean we liked each other it never got off the ground...but he told someone recently that he didn't even want to work with me because there was "stuff" between us...he's blanked me ever since, i truly think that he hates me. I mean we're both 21, he's acting like he's fucking 12 years old. I text him he doesn't respond, he only has a mobile and not a land line...i could e-mail him..but i don't know his e-mail address