why do you say you cannot come home?

if you go there with some money saved, if it's a shit job, you leave, and find a new one.

there are loads of au pair websites. i don't ahve any childcare experience at all and i was offered an au pair job in london. which i can't take cos they want someone now and blah blah blah but it seemed legitimate.

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said thanks for the insults and compliments
you'll never forget my face no more