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I think that lifting a barbell is probably the single most important thing that women can do to improve their body image. Lifting heavy and feeling stronger and seeing how muscle mass changes your body is a phenomenal experience. - Tamara Cohen

ok. i'm still on summer break, and not working.
for the past 3 days i've walked to the breakfast burrito place downtown to get an avocado-egg-potato one, at like 11am, and then watermelon slices at night.

it's been... the best.
idk how many calories it is. i dont really care. i'm not getting back onto the wagon again until sunday. i haven't gained any weight in my little break here, but certainly haven't lost any either.

just look at how ****ing good these are?
AND i buy a newspaper. and read it in bed.
if this is what being a kept housewife is like, sign me up. **** working.

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i am so vain. and yet, so masochistic. how can the two coexist?
-francesca woodman

cottage cheese with grapefruit. mexican veggie and chicken soup with sour cream, avocado and onion. 4 ice cream bars. because i am stupid like that. big *** new york strip steak with salad.

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I think that lifting a barbell is probably the single most important thing that women can do to improve their body image. Lifting heavy and feeling stronger and seeing how muscle mass changes your body is a phenomenal experience. - Tamara Cohen

yesterday contained this food:

coffee
turkey bacon BLT w/ only one slice bread and minus the T.
1 fiber bar
1 skinny cow candy bar
7 saltines with hummus
1 uncle eddie's vegan oatmeal cookie
1 uncle eddie's vegan peanut butter chocolate chip cookie (these uncle eddie's cookies are ADDICTING and don't taste vegan at all)
2 whole broccoli crowns roasted w/ tsp of olive oil
1 chicken apple sausage on 1/2 a light wheat bun w/ honey mustard
2 whole foods brand fig newtons
oh and another skinny cow bar.

8-9 oz pork chop
1 egg
4 slices bacon
beef kabob with greek salad tzatziki sauce and rice pilaf
3 oz praline fudge from a freaking gas station in san antonio, new mexico and it was the best fudge i've ever had. the lady makes it and i think im giving it away for christmas

i actually found a review of it. mmmmm
San Antonio General Store – San Antonio, New Mexico | Gil's Thrilling (And Filling) Blog

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I think that lifting a barbell is probably the single most important thing that women can do to improve their body image. Lifting heavy and feeling stronger and seeing how muscle mass changes your body is a phenomenal experience. - Tamara Cohen