dirtyplotte, you are better at this than me! i'm glad i rejoined the dorky meetings though because i'm finallly getting the scale moving again. i've lost 3.2 lbs in the last 2 weeks. 3.2 lbs before normally took me about 6 months to lose. and i know you're not supposed to reward yourself with food but when i hit a certain target i promised myself i could make my own homemade caramel popcorn again. but i'll have to portion it out into 1 cup sized individual baggies so i don't inhale all 10 cups of popcorn at once because it's so good. especially since i overcook it so the carmel is slightly burnt tasting. best ever.

here is today's plan for food:

coffee (3) - already had it this morning

the rest of the day not yet eaten but on the agenda...
6 slices light salami (2)
1 slice light bread (1)
1 tsp lt mayo/mustard (0)
3 layers of iceberg (0)
1 skinny cow diet candy bar (3)
1 fiber one brownie (2)
1 banana (0)
3 tbsp fat free cool whip (0)
homemade soft tacos for dinner (6 oz lean ground beef with taco seasoning and onions, 2 tbsp sour cream, salsa, lettuce, 1 flour tortilla - 6+1+3=10)
baked kale chips w/ one tsp olive oil (1)

that's only 21 points total but i get 29 a day so i'm sure i'll end up using the rest of them by day's end.

today is huysbands birthday. im buying him and son oversized cupcakes from a nice bakery here and i am FREAKING out over my sugar cravings. i feel resentful and ****ed that i ****ed up earlier this week with ice cream. i wish i could partake.

what do the crazy ana *****es/fatties think?

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This crazy ana fatty ***** would say it's a special occasion, you can surely give yourself a break for one day? Unless letting yourself have naughty stuff ends up as a downward spiral for you, in which case it's maybe not worth it, but I don't think I have seen that in your posts in here?


Anyhoos, today:

2 slices wholemeal toast (2 pts)
2 poached eggs
1/2 can baked beans

Cup of pasta
Cup of homemade sweet pepper pasta sauce
2 quorn sausages chopped up into the pasta sauce
c40g reduced fat cheddar
Banana
Muller light yogurt

Quorn sweet & sour w/ noodles
Muller light yogurt

2 pts for the day.


I just saw a promo offer for my city's leisure centres for taking out a gym membership and I decided I would be daft not to, even if I only do swimming and fitness classes and never actually go to the gym. Wouldn't even be getting locked into a contract so if I end up being a lazy **** I can cancel. Quite excited about that.

partake in the cupcake. if it's one of those huge ones, can you cut it in half and eat 1 part with the fam and 1 part later when you are craving more? i know what you mean though. the taste of sugar from cakes and frostings gives me the worst cravings for another and another.

i think the first bite or two of something is always the best. have some cupcake, cupcake.

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