im not in your situation, but think about it - if you do relapse and DONT stop, then it could get really bad and you'll end up in hospital. Imagine being stuck to a bed full of wires all day, its a horrid thought

Im sure your friends and family dont want to loose you either, so just think about how much it'll hurt them to see you like this.

Thats the only advice I can really offer

I just had a relapse. First one since July of last year. Now I feel puffy and depressed, and I can't do much more than sleep and eat.

It was really fun, though....

Well since everyone else is discussing it ... yeah, I lost like 10 lbs in a week and a half eating only fruits and vegetables/beans and drinking ****loads of water everyday (seriously, at least 3 gallons). Then I went to a wedding and had a vodka & cranberry ... suddenly those mashed potatoes and bread smeared with butter didn't register as my enemy anymore. Then the next night I went and got high (munchies, hello!) and I think I've gained it all back. **** me. Back on the horse tomorrow. I mean, it's not the end of the world, you just have to get back into the groove, ya know? I find reading about someone else's life inspiring. Right now it's Jim Morrison. Before that it was Gia Carangi, then Huckleberry Finn, hahaha.

Im with ya. The more i think about how i need to loose weight. The more i stuff myself.